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“Trying to forget”

How often does it happen to me that I try to forget, and end up more recalling it. It gives me jitters to think that I have to "forget it". I try my best to forget. One minute I'm successful, the other minute I fail. This game of success and failure has made me fragile…sensitive…self-conscious.

Time passed, my attempts to forget continued (continues). Things changed, and I was happy to anticipate that my circumstances and mental illness would be washed away by the passage of time. But the more the things changed, the more I didn't.

It has been a long journey...from 'trying to forget' to 'trying to forget'.
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  1. SmritiMarch 28, 2009 at 8:00 AM

    beautifully expressed...esp d last line :)

    loved ur writing style here...it's simple yet soo deep..."charming" is d word :)

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